What really kills me is all the small things

Heard your name
Just as I was heading home the other day
And I swear I couldn't even sit up straight
I swallowed hard
I found a shirt
Cleaning my apartment and it made it worse
And I swear you couldn't even see the hurt
I swallowed hard
Now when my friends ask how I'm doing
I say I'm great now, but the truth is
I'm getting good at holdin' it in
All my emotions, all my feelings
But the more that I fight them, the bigger they seem
What really kills me is all the small things
I saw your car
Wasn't you, but for a minute, thought it was
Swear to God, I almost didn't think of us
I swallowed hard
And when my friends ask how I'm doing
I say I'm great now, but the truth is
I'm getting good at holdin' it in
All my emotions, all my feelings
But the more that I fight them, the bigger they seem
What really kills me is all the small things

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